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James saw me crying this morning. Our conversation went something like this...
James: Why are you sad mommy?
Me: I was just reading something on the computer James and it made me sad. It's ok. (I lied but the truth is too complex to explain and it is not something for him to worry about.)
James: Don't be sad. It will be better tomorrow. (Don't know where he got that from!)
Me: It will be, won't it James!
James: Yes. I'm gonna give you a BIG hug. I just love you everyday. (That all most made me cry again...lol)
James can be a terror but he does have such a sweet side to him. It's amazing!
I got myself together and stopped by the welfare office. I was not kicked out but that was because I was not there long. I was told I had to fill out the application form. It is 20 pages or so. I had to bring back some proof that John was no longer in the house with me (since we are still legally married), everyone's birth certificates and social security cards, my bank statement, proof of SSI benefits, title to my car and I can't even remember what else. I got a list...lol. I knew I would not get any help from them soon for my electric. My electric was going to get shut off Monday.
I called the electric company. I spoke to a lady there and she said I had to pay the past due balance of $407.00 by Monday or it was going to get shut off. I told her I only had $70 to my name. The soonest I would have any money is the 25th. She said she could give me until the 28th to pay but I would have to pay half the total balance. So by the 28th I have to pay about $360.00. At most I will get $700 from John so that will take at least half of my money until the first of the month. Then I will get the social security disability for the children and I will have $625 to get to Phoenix, have food, gas and a place to live until the 10th. I need about $200 for food and diapers, $100 at least for gas so that leaves me $300 for a place to live. Impossible, no, but VERY difficult! This does not take into account moving or storing any of our stuff.
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I still have not heard back from the lady at the regional center here. I am glad she is so concerned about me and my family. The days are counting down. There still is no plan. My life rather sucks at the moment.