Saturday, September 29, 2012
Countdown to Homelessness: 2 Days
Today is Saturday and I will be selling all that I cannot fit into my boxes or my car. It is a LOT! It makes me sad to lose these things. Some of the stuff I am having to give up are the outside toys I found for the children, their toddler beds, several pieces of furniture, ALL of my furniture for sitting (couch, love seat, chairs), my drier,several small kitchen appliances, microwave, and a whole bunch of miscellanous items. I am hoping I make some good money from the sale but on the other hand it really does break my heart to lose so many of the children's things. I am not even sure when I could replace these things. In the end I guess it is for the best since I am not sure where we will be in Phoenix. Most of the items are too big unless we can live in a house somewhere.
I feel like I am losing everything. I know I am not and I have tow U-Haul Boxes that say otherwise but that is the way it feels. There is still SO much in the house. I will have to get rid of a lot of things I really want. I want all of this to end but everything keeps moving forward.
Today, I am selling my life. : (
I am sure part of the melancholy of this post is due to the lack of sleep. Not only is there a lot to do but idiotic me packed my mattress and I had no where to sleep. So I have gone about 24 hours without sleep. I am tired!